Tuesday, September 26, 2006

TWO MORE DAY TO CHILDREN CHURCH BIG DAY!!!!!

Just 2 more day before Children's Church Big Day " MAGICAL CHILDREN"S DAY 2006"
And Everyone is going all the way out to do saturation and visiting all the BS kids to invite them back for this event. And like for 2 years old never do transport already. this coming big day i back to transport PTL but i will enjoy serving God and you know how many svc am i serving during children's day? i not just serving 2 svc but 7 svc on the same week. And this is my 12 days of veg fast PTL.

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From
Letter TO GOD

Friday, September 22, 2006

HAPPINESS IS Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

Chapter 16 Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

“consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything”
- James 1: 2 – 4

Happiness is learning how too deal with the inevitable disappointments of life. When we are troubled, God stands ready and willing to protect us. Our responsibility of course, is to ask Him for protection. When we call upon Him in heartfelt prayer, He will answer – in His own time and in accordance with His own perfect plan.

“we are pressured in every way but not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair”
- 2 Corinthians 4: 8


Life is often challenging, but we must not be afraid. God loves us, and He will protect us. In times of hardship, He will comfort us; in times of sorrow, He will dry out tears. When we are troubled or weak or sorrowful, God is always with us. We must build our lives on the rock that cannot be shaken: we must trust in God. And then, we must get on with the hard work of tracking our problems… because if we don’t, who will? Or should?

From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPINESS IS Activity with Purpose

Chapter 6 Activity with Purpose

Happiness is activity with purpose. And purpose, like everything else in the universe, begins in the heart of God. Whether you realize it or not, God has a direction for your life, a divine calling, a path along which He intends to lead you. When you welcome God into your heart and establish a genuine relationship with Him, He will begin – and He will continue – to make His purposes known.

Have you ever felt that you were just spinning your wheels? Just going through the motions? If so, you know that there’s no fulfillment in purposeless living. Your job, therefore, is to keep searching for God’s purpose in your life… and to keep searching until you find it. Discovering God’s unfolding purpose for your life is a daily journey, a journey guided by the teachings of God’s Holy Word. As you reflect upon God’s promises and upon the meaning that those promises hold for you, ask God to lead you throughout the coming day. Let your Heavenly Father direct your steps; concentrate on what God wants you to do now, and leave the distant future in hands that are far more capable than your own: His hands.

Sometimes, God’s intentions will be clear to you; other times, God’s plan will seem uncertain at best. But even on those difficult days when you are unsure which way turn, you must never lose sight of those overriding facts: God created you for a reason; He has important work for you to do; and He’s waiting patiently for you to do it. So why not begin today?

Taken from DR. A.R Bernard book HAPPINESS IS...

pls pray for me i having abit fever.

From
Letter TO GOD

Thursday, September 21, 2006

More to COME!!!

Dear Readers,

Starting from today i will not be just posting the things about me but i will be sharing the word of God in the post also hope you will enjoy and receive the word of God.


From
Letter TO GOD

IT this ME???

hahahahha! some of the photo taken in my class kind of funny

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Studying BUT WHO'S HAND IS THIS???? So scary

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CANNOT SEE WHAT THE TEACHER WRITTING!!!!

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DO I HAVE SARS AGAIN????

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WHO IS THIS???

From
Letter TO GOD

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

The Parable of the Lost Sheep

In Matthew 18: 10 - 14
10"See that you do not look down on one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. 12"What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off? 13And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off. 14In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost.

Everytime you lost the passion of reaching out to friends or even some time you feel lost and dont know what to do alway remember what the bible said in Matthew 18: 13 - "And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off" . God will be happy when He finds you because you are His creation and, in Matthew 18: 14 - " In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost" when ever you feel lost remember God is always looking up and down for you because HE LOVES YOU. and never run away from Him but NOW run to Him because He is the only one who can help you and bring you back to the family you use to be. NOW Come back to GOD. His is waiting for you to come back and He is cry and shouting out your name everytime and He remember you and the time you have a relationship with Him, crying out to Him and listen from Him.

From
Letter TO GOD

Monday, September 18, 2006

Nothing Much to do

Today not much thing to do, the whole day i am playing game. and i dont know what to do so i went to pray and seek Gods face and after that i go for CSL for svc. after the svc we went to eat. and after that i went home to pray to God again. the whole day i have been praying to God and i believe we can hit the target in our AA zone and the whole children's church 7,000 kids for children's church. let believe together our break through will come and every leader will be touch by the love of God even more during this big day.

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From
Letter TO GOD

FRIST CCH Album

WOW THIS IS THE FIRST CHILDREN'S CHURCH ALBUM IN THE WHOLE HISTORY IN CITY HARVEST CHURCH MAN!! THE PRE-OREDER WILL BE THIS COMING SATURDAY AND SUNDAY DURING CHILDREN'S CHURCH SVC.

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From
Letter TO GOD

Children's Church Svc

WOW today super tried man, I was in expo around 725am and i book seat for the members and i am so call the first few to reach early and when the door open everyone start running into the hall and later we are stop and wait for around 10 min and when it open again everyone start running again sigh( some more i was curry a big bag with me) and PTL we got a seat like so call infornt first time ever we seat infornt thanks to cinthia and me loh. (HAHAHHAHA) and after svc i went to conference room to take the DVD from the two room 7-9 and 10 - 12 and after that we went to the bus and when we reach jurong west church we start to work. and when the svc start and is time for me to go up the stage wai sum came to me and ask me to do games and i said ok. so after the welcome they will shock that i am also the game masters. but i enjoy myself to serve God and after that i was the BV to build up the svc. and PTL God give me stength to serve him again and many happen to me but God is still using me to do greater work for Him.

Hope you enjoy the song.

Keep praying for Children's church to hit the target of 7,000 kids this children's Day.

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From
Letter TO GOD

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 3

3. Level Three: MY ideas and judgments.

Real communication only begins here!
- The person is willing to put down his defenses ... and start sharing his ideas and decisions.
- But he is still somewhat cautious ... if he senses that people don’t accept what he is saying, he will immediately retreat.

• “I think you should spend more time with our kids.”
• “I think I should further my studies next year.”

4. Level Four: My EMOTIONS and feelings.

Now the person shares how he/she personally feels about the facts, ideas and judgments.
- The feelings underneath those areas are now revealed.

• “I am afraid I may not do well in my exams at the end of the year.”
• “I am very happy that you feel this way about our family.”

This is sharing your feelings!

5. Level Five: TOTAL, TRUTHFUL open communication.

All deep relationships, especially marriage relationships, must be based on absolute openness and honesty.
- This may be difficult to achieve because it involves the risk of being rejected because of our honesty.

• “I don’t know if I can be a good mother, I am so busy at work everyday.”
• “Listen, don’t stress yourself out ... you are a fantastic mother. If you are not able to cope, let’s discuss if you should work part-time instead.”


From
Letter TO GOD

Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 2

You are not filtering the other person’s remarks through your own opinions and needs.

THE FIVE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF COMMUNICATION: C.O.M.E.T.

1. Level One: CLICHE conversation.

This type of conversation is very safe:
• “Hello, how are you?” “I am fine. Good to see you.”
• “How is your family?” “They are good.”
• “Where have you been?” “I was away working overseas.”

In this type of conversation, there is no personal sharing.
- Each person builds an invisible “wall” and remains safely behind that wall.
- We also call this “weather talk”—everything is kept at a very shallow and superficial level.

2. Level Two: Reporting the facts on OTHERS.

In this kind of conversation, we just report on what others have said ... we offer no personal comments of our own.
- We just report the facts like the 6 p.m. news.

• “What did the doctor say about dad’s check-up?” “Fine.”
• “What did the kids do today?” “Oh, they went for classes.”

A lot of couples, family members and friends do not get pass the second level of communication.

Today, we want to spend some time to practice communicating to one another.
- Before we do that, let’s look at how we can bring our communication into a deeper level of openness.

Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 1

Communication is a process of sharing information with another person in such a way that
he or she UNDERSTANDS what you are saying.

Talking and listening and UNDERSTANDING
are all involved in the process of communication.

COMMUNICATION IS MORE THAN JUST WORDS

Generally, most people wrongly think that communication is synonymous with talking.
- To “talk” is to utter words ... but to “communicate” is to transfer thoughts!

TRUTH: We communicate by WORDS, GESTURES and SPIRIT!
- Researchers say that 55 percent of all communication is nonverbal.

THE NEED FOR ACTIVE LISTENING

James 1:19

The most basic communication skill needed is not talking ... but LISTENING.

Prov. 18:13

ACTIVE LISTENING means that when someone is talking,
- You are tuning in fully to what that person is saying.
- You are actively seeking to understand what the other person really means.

You are not thinking about what you are going to say when that person stops.
- You are not “second guessing” your friend or partner—thinking that you already know what he/she is going to say.

Friday, September 15, 2006

I cut my hair today so HAPPPY!!!

PTL i cut my hair today cos i wanted to cut my hair long time but i have no time to cut and i ask them to give me a easy hair cut and PTL my hair is shorted now. i feel better HAHAHAHHAHAH and no different is still the same but better.

Came back from Hair cut
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From
Letter TO GOD

ALL THE WAY OUT!

Yes! i am surely going all the way out for kids this coming children's day party, never mind if i not a leader but i happy to be a helper under a wonderful leader like Eu and brother anson, but i know I am a leader in the furture and i will do alot of things for God, cos God look at the heart and not on how much i do or we do. God is faithful and he loves everyone of us. Back to children's Day i going use all my time to do saturation and reaching out to the BS and bring them back, and alot of things will happen but i will remember what God tell me, when i am weak, He is our stength. i must use the word of God to fight the problem.

AA ZONE ALL THE WAY OUT FOR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET US SET TIME TO DO SATURATION

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From
Letter TO GOD

To The Ends Of The Earth

God today spoke to me throught this song "To The Ends Of The Earth" and is really a fresh encounter with DADDY today and He said everything i do is to help you grow slowly and when is time you will soar like eagles wings. and when you wait for me, your calling will be greater than other people because you wait for Me

LOVE UNFAILING
OVERTAKING MY HEART
YOU TAKE ME IN
FINDING PEACE AGAIN
FEAR IS LOST IN ALL YOU ARE

AND I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD TO TELL YOUR STORY
CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I'VE LOST MYSELF FOR GOOD WITHIN YOUR PROMISE
AND I WON'T HIDE IT, I WON'T HIDE IT

JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
AND I WOULD GO
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
FOR YOU ALONE ARE THE SON OF GOD
AND ALL THE WORLD WILL SEE
THAT YOU ARE GOD
THAT YOU ARE GOD

From
Letter TO GOD

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Saturation 2 13 Spet 2006

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this is the flyers

This is the second day of saturation for Children's Day PARTY!!! and how many people doing saturation? the answer is 5: Jonathan, Jackson, Clara, Me and Jonathan helper i dont get her name and the fun thing is Jonathan and Jackson was playing soccer with the kids we saturated and there is some photo i taken (i think so) and the both of them enjoy themself playing with the kids. is take from jackson blog.


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Jackson be the goal keeper

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Jonathan also be the goal keeper sigh.....

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after playing soccer we went to rivervale Mall to buy drinks

From
Letter TO GOD

Saturation 1 12 Spet 2006

On tue i start doing saturation with Wai Sum, we wanted to do at rivervale but wai sum got something on so she have to go back to office and to do something and wanted me to start saturation first and i have to ask anson can i do alone first, but the first time i call i think the first time he not free never pick up my call i waited at the fun fair near to the hougang mall and i enjoy myself but i never play and the second time i sms him he said ok and the time is like 8pm and wai sum finish her things aorund 830pm and i start doing but not alot of kids on that day. and later wai sum treat me dinner at near by shop and we started eating over there, i began to tell her how i feel and things happen to me this few months and i really open and tell her. and she really a very good listener (hahahaahhah) cos most of the time i the one talking (hehehehe). but really enjoy fellowshipping with her, and when we are on the way to the interchange she is smsing all the leaders are they going for the prayer meeting in church on wed and the first one to reply is jonathan first time sia (hahahha) and he ask wai sum wherer is the prayer meeting held and wai sum said sometime jonathan is blur (hahaha) but is ok his is not blur everytime like me (hehehehehe) and tomorrow is another starting of saturation.
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From
Letter TO GOD

Cant do Saturation Today

Never mind lah, Today cannot do saturation, do next week loh i always have time to do saturation Eu area, and somemore today is raining and i not feeling well have to wait to next week loh (HAHAHHHAHAHHA) hope next week we can do better saturation next week

From
Letter TO GOD

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

God spoke to ME

Today on the bus to sangkang to meet Jonathan, Jackson and Clara for saturation for children's day. God spoke to me through a very old song in our church. Jackie, you dont need be provoked by the things around you and people around you, is just not your time and you have to be patient and wait for my time to come to you. it really move my heart and i started crying because is really true for me, God dont work on our timing but God work on his own timing. and all i need is to work and wait for the time to come. And when i wait on the Lord i will soar like eagles.

And yesterday was Andy birthday and we celebrated for him today and he is happy to see us

Is he happy or sad to see us???
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Now he is HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
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From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Today i my HAPPY day !!!!!!!!!! You will surely ask me why? Now i going to share with all of you. i starting to open myself to alot of people. People like my best friend Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, Jin Hu. and for people who know like: Yvonne, Anson, Xin We, Wai Sum, Wen Kai and Timothy. I really feel better when i began to share with them i will not feel so repression that all the anger and sadness inside me. I really want to thank God for Me to share my life with people. and i know i can grow even more this coming years and really God is moving me and changing Me to be a better person day by day. And PTL i have already faster 5 days of Veg fast, i still have 25 days to go, i believe breakthough in Cell group and AA zone. And this few weeks we Children's Church will be doing satuation and i thinking of something to bring a the kids.

From
Letter TO GOD

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Good Talk yesterday

Yesterday i had a good talk with brother Anson, i had wanted to talk to him so badly, so i decided to sms him and ask him whether if he is free and he replied me by asking me what time would i prefer. I told him anytime will be great as I am at home at that time, we decided to meet up at centrepoint Mac. and We had a great talk as I shared with him how i felt about some stuff and the things that had been revolve around me.

Yesterday i sms Jonathan to seek for forgiveness as I was provoke to anger by him, that he can lead a group but me still at the same place and not move. At first I thought he was shocked to receive that sms because he did not reply me, I started feeling down but as I was visiting the doctor, I smsed him again and to my surprise he replied me. He explained that he was asleep at the point when I smsed him previously. He continued by saying that he already knew tat I was provoke to anger. Haha. Thank God for someone like him in my life, he is such a faithful friend and he has been constantly helping me. I must always stay focus, strong and always refrain from having self-pity-ness again.

I will constantly remember to abide in God's word even when is not my time to rise up, I will stay faithful in serving the people around me. It might take some time for me to rise up but surely I know that God will make me a great person one day only if I press on to the highest calling.

From
Letter TO GOD

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Anger

Today Pastor Kong preach on Anger, the svc was very good during praise i can already feel something is going to happen during the svc and really after when Pastor Kong i was crying already by the time cos i can feel God is calling me to forgive and forget the people who have hurt me. and pastor kong said this you feel hard to forgive and forget the people who have hurt but you have to forgive and forget cos God forgive and forget all out sins. and was said their name na d and i cannot said out two to four name and it really is a challegen for me to said this four names. (give your clue is JJYC guess yourself i going home to blog) i have forgive and forget about the things they done to me i really must forgive and forget. and i believe when i tell them they will not be shock. cos they are my closes friends (should you who by now) i really forgive and forget JJY but for C i must really take a step to really ask God.

From
Letter TO GOD

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Children's Church NEW LESSON FOR SALE!!!

Yesterday night i was call to help in the Children's Conference 2006 and i said yes. and i ask jonathan if he is going down to help and he said ( i ask him during overnight prayer meeting ) yah. i ask him what time he said 9am. and i stay all the way in the prayer meeting up to 5am and i went back home to change and to send email to someone. and when is 730 i leave my house and i take bus 25 to bedok mrt to change bus to bus 31. i sms jonathan ask him where is he, he reply he is lost because the bus driver said yes when jonathan ask is it (forget which CC) and he have to wait for another bus to the church. and he called me to setup the laptop and the LCD screen, speaker and the NETS machine. when i finish setting up Jonathan come and we dont know what to do. and later on the our church bookstore came at 1030 (i think so) and she tell us what to do. later during the break (lunch time) all the crowd came to our table and we start work talk and talk and talk. and the all the crowd, i and jonathan went to eat lunch and you know what we have to walk 4 busstop to eat (sigh) and after we finish eating, we take a bus back to the church. and we was there for another 10 to 15 min, and later we when to expo guess what is jonathan doing???

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He is SLEEPING (YOU WIN LOH sleep for 3hrs on friday i haven been sleeping loh)
And today our zone is having prayer meeting but i cant go because i have no voice and tried brother anson call me to go back and rest and i said i really wqnt to go for the prayer meeting and he said you no voice how to pray?? i said ok loh i back and rest.

From
Letter TO GOD

Friday, September 08, 2006

LIVE FROM JURONG WEST ST 91

Live stay tune i will be doing live boardcast of Photos and this what is the event

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Some photo taken

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(starting Games is so funny)

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(this is eddie playing and making fun of himself ahahhahaha)

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(to the bus eddie playing to my ipod)

From
Letter TO GOD

Best Day Ever!!!

Hi after what i said yesterday alot of things happen to me, The vision God have given to me is surely for me because with God all things are possible with Him, and when we trust in the Lord He will make out path right and this month alot of things happen to me and i must never give up and never give in to the evil. i must stand strongh and fight the fight of FAITH, and thank God for his mecry towards me and show me the path i should walk on and i will press on and keep on walking and i dont care what people said about me. i know God and friends are there to encourage me and put me back to the path that God wants me to walk on, I thing i live for is to give all my praise to GOD, i all i want is to live for YOU and every we have belongs to God will surely bring to the vision to be a pastor and preach the word if God to the childrens and bring them love, joy and peace in them. Hope your will keep on looking forward.

IS THIS VISION FOR ME??????

ANSWER IS: YES THIS VISION IS SURELY FOR ME

From
Letter TO GOD

Thursday, September 07, 2006

iGroup Website 2

Report on the iGroup Website

I have must done half way and is going to finish by nexts week and it will be openning soon after all the thing is done www.igroup-cch.4t.com and it will be moving to another website i will update again when i get the address and the domin.

Update:
I have move the website to this URL www.igroup-cch.wssmediaclub.com is still temp domin.


From
Letter TO GOD
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Is This Vision For ME???

Sometime i jsut wonder why am i in children's church minstry. is cos of the past that i am i kid and now just serve back in children's church. And i was thinking is this calling for ME or for someone else. and I was looking thought the vision and i thinking am i so good for this vision to preach to all the kids and bring them love, joy and care and being a pastor. My english is so bad and i cannot even speak well and i am going thought alot of things in my life and wondering the God have you place the vision in the wrong person. And everytime i look at the vision and your words and i feel i not feet to in this vision and why must all this thing happen to me, and the Vision you pleace in me is the right vision for me? i dont feed into the vision, as i said my english is so bad, i dont know how the dress myself in my out look and i have many thing i do wrong and how can i be in the vision. God please speak to me and tell me is this vision really for me or i am just thinking what i want to be when i grow up. God show me, my vision again. And well done Jonathan keep pressing On, God have a greater plan for You. for Me, i think God still want to shape me and Jonathan you will grow even more.
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From
Letter TO GOD

My Healer

My Healer
by City Harvest Church

LOVE STRONGER THAN THE FEARS BEFORE ME
HUNG ON THE CROSS AND SET ME FREE
MERCY ENDURES THROUGH ALL MY FRAILTY
BLOOD THAT WAS SHED FOR ME TO LIVE

RAIN DOWN YOUR POWER
SAVIOR I NEED YOU NEAR

MY JESUS, I CALL YOUR NAME
YOU'RE BROKEN FOR ALL MY PAIN
MY HEALER, YOU'VE TOUCHED MY WORLD
BY YOUR STRIPES, I'M WHOLE AGAIN
AND I PLACE ALL MY TRUST IN YOU
AND I PLACE ALL MY HOPE IN YOU

RIVER OF LIFE THAT RUNS IN HEAVEN
FLOW FROM YOUR THRONE INTO THIS PLACE
HEALING WILL FLOW THROUGH ALL THE NATIONS
AND ALL WILL KNOW YOUR SAVING GRACE

From
Letter TO GOD

Dont Worry I ok already

Hi people!!!! Just now is the morning i was writing God Loves 1 and 2 i feel better and i after right all that i went to do my quiet time and the presence of God is there and i began to give all my problems, sadness and loneliness to Him after talk and fellowshipping with Him, He show me a vision again (PTL !!!!!!!) I saw the same vision that God show me during the emerge conference and reminded me that I am the head and not the tail, i can do all things thought chirst who stengthen me, all the things are possible with God, willing to give all of ME in exchange for more of Him and Love people and care for people. And i was reminded how God change life when i came to City Harvest Church (Youth Svc) and many things happen and God is so good in forgetting all my sin. (HAHAHAHAHAH) and whenever He is close to me, He will huge me and the presence of God is so stongh i started cry many times in church and during cell group meeting really God Loves me and i know Best friends is there to encourage one another and prayer for one another and thanks to Jonathan. He really encourage me i dont knoow why i can share with him the things happen to my life.

Report on the Website: Is half way done

From
Letter TO GOD

God Loves ME 2

And i really feel i lost all the passion of reaching out to the lost. and whatever things i do nobody is there the give me a hand only GOD you are there and Jonathan everytime i need help and telling you because how busy you are, you still have to reach out to people and care for people who need encouragement and talk to friends, but for me NO because they dont really care about me and they are busy they are not willing to spend sometime for friends and i dont why i feel like B________ but i will never B__________ cos onces i leave the house of GOd i will be totally lost and be detory by the world and i will keep press on and never let go. And i am thinking why i do so much and no one around me comfort me and say something nice to me and encourage me to go stronght and the only two person is GOD and Jonathan and i know sometime i know i am emotion and i always smsing jonathan but i dont know why i only to can share with him and God the things in my life and i sometime control myself not to sms jonathan cos i know he also got his own members and work to look after for. I just feel tried of doing all this thing i dont find any meaningf in life.:(

From
Letter TO GOD

God Loves ME

Everyone around ME dont love ME, never mind because God is always there for ME and everything happen to ME, HE will bring me thought and HE will love ME with a fatherly love, i just cannot let go what man have done to ME and r_______ me and dont c______for me and just do their own things without ask how are you, i just h______ people who are like this. I dont why people around me is doing this, but i know i going thought a vallery again. I feel like stopping this things and let over it, but i know God is there to help me to over come all this thing. I JUST NEED PEOPLE TO TALK TO CAN SOMEONE TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!! do whatever to wake me up and bring me back the passion of reaching out to kids and people in the world. :(

From
Letter TO GOD

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

What To DO??? (HAHAHAHAHHA) 2

Sigh... Today i never go school because i not feeling well and dont have enought sleep past few days(hahahahahahha) and i really very very boring nothing to do. But i have one thing is to finish the iGroup website so the kids can update the website by themselve and let them try so the update the website and do website desigh. and later have to do visitation with teacher Eu (thank God she is back from KL Emerge) but she is leaving at 9pm and i think i have to visit some of the kids by myself but never mind Father(God), Son(Jesus) and the Holy Spirit with me. and friends like Jonathan that i can sms him(hahahahhahahah) i feel i like stalking them (WAHHAHAHAHAH) not funny any way i really bless that he is my friend. And something happen before the prayer meeting. i was use my laptop and i think jonathan was there also, so he came over to ask me to let him claim his kids(he dont have computer access so he ask me) and when he was sitting next to me i feel something in me trembling and i began to feel cold air coming and when jonathan finish claiming all his kids and he leave the sit and go back to talk to his friends and i trembe even more i also dont know why. and when i leave the cafe everything went back to normal. and i think that Jonathan cast out something in me. i also dont know what is the thing. if you dont believe you can ask nick was there when i tremble.

From
Letter TO GOD

Sorry!!!

Attention To Everyone:

This few week i will be working on my iGroup website and My project i wont be able to update my blog everyday i will try to update everyday HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Put i will tag in all the encouragement and share with all of you guys. prayer for me.

From
Letter TO GOD

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Prayer Meeting Today Very GOOD

WOW today prayer meeting is so good that the presence of God is in b4 and many things came to my mind i that i want to share with your.

1. We must not just grow in number but we have to grow more in our prayer life and as a church.
2. Love the Lord with all your heart with all your soul.
3. We can grow more together as a big family of chirst.
4. Willing to give all of you for more of Him.
5. God is always a better encourager.
6. Every Problems you have, you have to overcome the problem or the problem will stay with you.

From
Letter TO GOD

iGroup Website

People This is iGroup Website not really finish but i will try to finish as fast as possible this is the link www.igroup-cch.4t.com.


From
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Monday, September 04, 2006

High Commitment In Arise N Build

In the month of October is the month of sowing to the vision of the Church. And this i must really fulfill my amount i going to give to the Arise N Build. And the last Arise N Build i never fulfill the amount i going to give to the Arise N Build. And i will surely fulfill the amount and set my heart right during this month.

John 3: 16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

From
Letter TO GOD

Wonderful Dinner with all the Teacher's

WOW yesterday dinner is so wonderful cos we went to eat stemboat is so fun most of us like standing up to eat and we have alot of fun eating together and playing together(sigh is only hui ling and andrew playing).

this photo is taken on the way to the stemboat place
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Sunday, September 03, 2006

The Marital Pyramid

Today Svc was so good it will touch my heart and during when Pastor Kong pray for the whole church and the presence of God is there and when Pastor Kong said put your hand like a little cup and said this prayer together with Pastor Kong, When after i finish saying the prayer i start to cry and really feel a relest in me to really break over the wall of emotion. and i cry and cry to the end of the svc.

The Marital Pyramid

Law 1 : Healty individuals make happy marriages
Law 2 : Marriage is an Emotion Magnifier
Law 3: Communication is the key to a happy maffiage relationship

Layer 1: individual EMOTIONAL and mental health
Layer 2: Communication Skills
Layer 3: Conflict Management
Layer 4: Intimacy

INDIVIDUAL EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL HEATH
Deep within our soul, we all carry our "Inner Child of the past"
That is a set of feeling and Attitudes brought from our childhood.

UNDERSTANDING YOUR EMOTUONAL PROGRAMMING
Eac od us has an EMOTION PROGRAMMING from our past that prevents us from loving, and being loved the way we want.

DYSFUNCTIONAL PARENT-CHILD RELATIONSHIP

1. Learn Behaviors
2. Bitterroot Judgment
3. Emotion Wounds from Childhood
4. Inner Vows

DEALING WITH TOXIC BEHAVIORS, EMOTIONAL WOUNDS, BITTERROOT JUDGMENT AND INNER VOWS

1. Confess that you have a problem (1 John 1: 9)
2. Forgive those who have hurt you, especially your parents (Matt. 6: 15)
3. Ask God (Mark 11: 25 -26)
4.Release all your hurts t Jesus (1 Peter 5: 7)
5. Receive Healing from Him (Luke 4: 18)
6. Reconcile, whenever possible (Matt 5: 23 - 24, James 5: 16)
7. Make Restituation, whenever possible (luke 19: 8)

From
Letter TO GOD

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Commitment to the Church Vision

This week cell group sermon is so good it really bless our life and to really flow with the church and we learn 4 leve of commitment we must have and we cannot skip from level to level we have to flow and have all the 4 commitment and it really will bless your life and greater vision and unity in the cell group and in church also.

The 1st level - Membership Commitment - to be longing in a local church
The 2nd level - Friendship Commitment - to share with which others your problems
The 3rd level - Ministry Commitment - to serve in the local church and to serve people
And the last level - Mission Commitment - to love the lost and care for the lost

all this commitment we must have if we dont have all the commitment you will never go any where and you will only stay at the same level which time. lets move on to the next level

From
Letter TO GOD

What to DO???? (HAHAHAHAHA)

WOW today is a tried for me and us in children's church cos today only got 7 teachers in the svc and i really have to run two place one is LED than to the sound and tomorrow we are having stemboat dont know where. i got one problem i dont have money to eat so i maybe going to fellowship with them loh.. And today i have receive two teacher's day gift one is from Children's Church with Pastor Eileen sign on it and something written on it. "Little Lives Are Changes Because of YOU. Happy Teacher's Day! Love, Pst. Eileen. when i see this i most wented to cry. And also the iGroup kids also give every teacher a Teacher's Day card and some of the kids write some to wish us a Happy Teacher's Day i even touch by the card and i thing i forget to get bring to the gift zi yu gave me i problem her i will wear it this week but i forget to bring i think i also to say sorry to her. After the children's Church normally we will go out to eat but today most of the teacher cannot make it so i went to eat myself. and i dont know what to do so is take some photo.

I waiting for the bus 14 at Bedok bus interchange
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This is the gift from Pastor Eileen to the Children's Church teacher
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And this is the card from the kids in iGroup
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Thanks for everything

From
Letter TO GOD

Friday, September 01, 2006

NEW NEW NEW

Just now i went shopping with my grandma and i buy two new thing first i buy my new laptop bag this is the photo:

This week Toa Payoh is having the Superstar audti
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The name of the bag is called POLO (i dont really know what name is this hahahahaha)
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And the New Shoes the Name is Weinbrenner (i also dont know this name sigh)
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After buying the thing i and my grandma went to eat and later go home. and i went home to pack my bag and i went to meet jackson and this is the first time when they are having exam break. some of the photo taken.

This is the new Cathay
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This is Jackson and Clara eating at PS Mac
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From
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Churchwide Prayer Meeting

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BBG, E13, E18, E27, E30, E47, E98, E135, E141, E175, E183, E190, E195, E222, E237, E242, E243, E256, E267, E269, E276, E277, E286, E291, E301, E315, E319, E325, E341, E342, E344, E356, E357, E359, E361, E366, E367, E371, E376, E380, E387, E393, E397, E399, E410, E415, E417, E418, ICG1, ICG2, ICG4, ICG6, N14, N18, N20, N82, N95, N105, N106, N109, N112, N119, N122, N128, N154, N155, N160, N162, N175, N184, N192, N194, N204, N205, N209, N212, N230, N235, N241, N242, N246, N262, N270, N273, N276, N277, N284, N289, N293, N299, N300, N309, N310, N312, N319, N330, N335, N336, N340, N341, N348, N349, S25, S29, W16, W17, W30, W36, W43, W73, W117, W138, W146, W149, W161, W162, W169, W184, W186, W188, W190, W193, W195, W201, W214, W215, W217, W225, W230, W232, W235, W238, W240, W247, W252, W253, W254, W258, W259, W260, W262, W263, W268, W272, W274, W275, W278, W280, W299, W303, W304, W306, W309, W311, W312, W319, W323, W332, W336, W339, W341, W345, W346, W350, W361, W370, W375, W377, W380, W393, W394, W395

Everyone should come for the prayer meeting, to come together to pray for the cell group and City Harvest Church and which members life.

From
Letter TO GOD

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Letter TO GOD

What Am i Going to Do TODAY????

So today is teacher's day is also school holiday. So happy but also boring because going to stay at home the whole day (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA). NOT any more i going out with my grandma to TP to shop a pair of NEW shoes and a NEW bag you can see for yourself my old bag cannot be use so need to go and buy a new one(HHAAHHHAHAH i am so happy cos i dont need to pay). and my shose got holes so cannot wear. so everything must change and enjoy myself stress free cos i dont have exam but i got end of the year project and i dont know have they buy the things??? never mind dont worry if they never buy we can buy next week.

This is my old bag everytime i bring this i must look the hole see if anything important drop out (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA)


From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!

Yesterday i was doing my visitation with teacher Zilei (i think you dont know her). And the visitaion was so good and one of the kids name Zi Yu (sound the same as teacher Zilei hahahahahahha) gave me a teacher's day gift and i so touch cos not alot of people give me gifts but only during my birthday or chirstmas. some of the photo taken before visitation.

At compress point THE MONSTER KINGDOM
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Inside the MONSTER KINGDOM
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