Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The Lost Sheep

Today I am remind of this story in the bible talking about the lost sheep and remind of the email I send last time to all my friends and now thinking though what I said that time in my email. I was thinking why did I write about the lost sheep that time. And I remember cause that time I was really very sad and sown and that nobody is there to encourage and talk to me, but only God aloe, but I must remember something that God don’t have just one sheep but there are a lot of sheep to look after and I was thinking now can one sheep live alone without any sheep around and thinking is like in the real life if a person without friends the person will feel alone, sad, feel more rejected in the world or in the place. We also have to look at the big picture of what God wants to do in our life, God gives us friends to help each other to grow in spiritually and also in relationship with people. I know one fact that if you are lost, your friends will be worry about you. So whenever a Christian backslide the first person or the first group of people they will be shock that will be your friends. So before you think of BS or killing yourself think about who will you hurt before making the decision of BS or killing yourself. Praise the Lord hear that my area AA204 have 13 newcomers and total 32 kids came this Easter celebration. And I want to thank God for the breakthrough and bring kids into the kingdom of God.

From
Letter TO GOD

Sunday, May 06, 2007

In Good or Bad

This weekend I called to come back to camp on Sunday morning 8am. And many things happen this whole weekends. For no reason I cant feet the presence of God, when I do my quiet time in my army camp room. And I feel I so death in my walk with God when I in army. And many time I feel like giving up cause I really cant feel God in the place and I was wondering God have you forsaken me in this place and leave me, were alone to go though all this thing, and many night I have cry because I cant feel God around me. So yesterday on the way back home. I was sms Jonathan and I talk to him the things that happen to me this whole week. He is always a good encourager always talk to me when I need someone to talk to. After sms yesterday I was doing my quiet time and cry again cause yesterday God spoken to me, that I have to keep walking and don’t look back at the past and God show me John 3: 16. And Jesus die for me to set me free from all the broken hearted and take away all the bad things and give me good things and a positive thinking and all the things that I think must be change from (-) to (+). And I must look at the good slide of the army life, and the things that are going to come, so I must hold on to the calling of God and never let the bad things stop me from going toward the calling of God have given to me.

From
Letter TO GOD

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

I'M back to blog

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My friends i'm to blog (hahahahhaah) i think i have not blog for 2 months, cos i'm in army camp and many things have happen during army last 2 months. And i have go though alot of up and down by myself in the camp. Many people backsilde from church before they cant face the really fact in army bad things will happen to them, but they think that they will not leave God during the 2 year serving in NS. And many of the time, they are taken away and blined by the things of the world and never want to overcome and cross over. And many time they will feel bored and tried cos no one is there to encourage them to keep walking in the LORD. and they choose to follow the world, and they find no meaning in christ, so they backsilde from the LORD and go to the world and they think they will find themselves peace and fun. but no they find problems and problems when they leave the LORD. And thank GOD i got a church that really cares, loves and encourage me to love GOD and love Jesus in times of problem and not just keep it to myself but i have to learn to share with my friends and leaders that is set for me to help me to grow. Thanks to Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson, Anson, Wai Sum, Mei Xiu, Michelle, Xiu Yuan and many other in children's church that cares about me.

from
Letter TO GOD