Wow.... since long time i update the blog (hahahahahaha). i got two things to say for this post. First of all, I am going in the army soon. i going into army on the 16 march 2oo7 is on the friday that means i will miss the svc on sunday and i will miss the time fellowshipping with my BEST Friends and my AAzone member. Second thing is only today i never go out with Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao, Jackson and MX (hahahahahaha) so everything today will abit quite and bored for me, but never mind tomorrow we going to start the workshop by going to CCS (Christ Church Secondary School) to give worshop.
from
Letter TO GOD
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Through Year 2006 Part 1
first of all i want to wish all you guys a Happy New Year. Now i
going to share how is the year 2006.
In 2006 is really a turning point for me and my life, and there is
many thing that happen in year 2006.
Nothing much happen during the first few month, my life turn and
change during my 18 birthday that my children's church zone member
gave me a shocking birthday, and i will shock to see all of you guys
came to celebrated my birthday together with me. this is there i know
my AA zone member even more and of cos since then i get to know
jonathan and jackson and i know that i have found a true meaning of
friendship and i began to open myself to share my problems with them,
and slowly thing in life began to change.
going to share how is the year 2006.
In 2006 is really a turning point for me and my life, and there is
many thing that happen in year 2006.
Nothing much happen during the first few month, my life turn and
change during my 18 birthday that my children's church zone member
gave me a shocking birthday, and i will shock to see all of you guys
came to celebrated my birthday together with me. this is there i know
my AA zone member even more and of cos since then i get to know
jonathan and jackson and i know that i have found a true meaning of
friendship and i began to open myself to share my problems with them,
and slowly thing in life began to change.
Through Year 2006 Part 2
first i get into rejection and many time i will feel that i am not
good to be jonathan and jackson friend, a later on i get into
depression and many time i will feel like ending my life and the walk
with God, and many thing came back to my mind fresh through my mind
and one of the thing that leave a print in my mind is that people are
always there to cheat me and i will always not want to forgive them,
later on i get bitter with Jonathan why? because he is helping wai
sum to look after a group. and i always said to myself people cannot
be trusted they always there to cheat you. and my heart slowly
becoming harder and harder that i will not people to close to me.
during one of pastor kong preaching in anger management, and he said
some that really hit my heart and my mind hard. that is do not sub-
press everything in your heart and not build a wall around heart, and
when i began to listen i hear Holy Spirit moving in me and during the
altar call i break down in tears and began to cry down to God to hit
down the wall that i have build over the years, and ask God for a new
heart, and later on Pastor kong give another altar call anyone who
are bitter, or there is someone that you cannot forgive what they
have done to you in the pass. and he want us to speak out the name of
the people who you are bitter about and people that you cannot
forgive, and i take a long time to said out their name. when i was
worshipping God after i say out the name God spoke to me said go to
the people who you have bitterness and to people who you cannot forgive.
good to be jonathan and jackson friend, a later on i get into
depression and many time i will feel like ending my life and the walk
with God, and many thing came back to my mind fresh through my mind
and one of the thing that leave a print in my mind is that people are
always there to cheat me and i will always not want to forgive them,
later on i get bitter with Jonathan why? because he is helping wai
sum to look after a group. and i always said to myself people cannot
be trusted they always there to cheat you. and my heart slowly
becoming harder and harder that i will not people to close to me.
during one of pastor kong preaching in anger management, and he said
some that really hit my heart and my mind hard. that is do not sub-
press everything in your heart and not build a wall around heart, and
when i began to listen i hear Holy Spirit moving in me and during the
altar call i break down in tears and began to cry down to God to hit
down the wall that i have build over the years, and ask God for a new
heart, and later on Pastor kong give another altar call anyone who
are bitter, or there is someone that you cannot forgive what they
have done to you in the pass. and he want us to speak out the name of
the people who you are bitter about and people that you cannot
forgive, and i take a long time to said out their name. when i was
worshipping God after i say out the name God spoke to me said go to
the people who you have bitterness and to people who you cannot forgive.
Through Year 2006 Part 3
on the next day i take up my boldness to sms jonathan to tell him
that i am bitter about him taking a group and i ask him to forgive
me, and you know what he reply me, he said he can already feel that i
am bitter that he is taking a group. and slowly i know that Jonathan
and truly a friend that God have set to help me.
slowly the blessing of God began to come upon me when i give my
tithe during the first week of the month that is the month of Nov.
and many thing began to happen many people start to give me call to
ask me if i want to work for them. slowly i became a blessing to
others when was bless with job. i never give treat to people around
me before, and the first treat that gave is to my best friends
Jonathan, Elaine and yuhao in pepper lunch. since then i found the
joy of giving and blessing others and not just receiving from others.
i think all most everytime i will bless them with dinner and i bless
them when they dont have enough.
and last year was a really break though year for me during the
christmas i bless my best friends with presents, jonathan= bag,
jackson= bag, elaine= a ed hardy jeans, michelle= bag. and something
really shock me last year is first time receiving christmas present
from people! my best friend (jonathan, elaine, jackson and michelle)
buy me a shoe i am so happy. slowly more present start to come to me.
this is a summary of the year 2006.
I know my english is not that good but is what i want to share the
goodness God that show to me during the year 2006
From
Letter TO GOD
that i am bitter about him taking a group and i ask him to forgive
me, and you know what he reply me, he said he can already feel that i
am bitter that he is taking a group. and slowly i know that Jonathan
and truly a friend that God have set to help me.
slowly the blessing of God began to come upon me when i give my
tithe during the first week of the month that is the month of Nov.
and many thing began to happen many people start to give me call to
ask me if i want to work for them. slowly i became a blessing to
others when was bless with job. i never give treat to people around
me before, and the first treat that gave is to my best friends
Jonathan, Elaine and yuhao in pepper lunch. since then i found the
joy of giving and blessing others and not just receiving from others.
i think all most everytime i will bless them with dinner and i bless
them when they dont have enough.
and last year was a really break though year for me during the
christmas i bless my best friends with presents, jonathan= bag,
jackson= bag, elaine= a ed hardy jeans, michelle= bag. and something
really shock me last year is first time receiving christmas present
from people! my best friend (jonathan, elaine, jackson and michelle)
buy me a shoe i am so happy. slowly more present start to come to me.
this is a summary of the year 2006.
I know my english is not that good but is what i want to share the
goodness God that show to me during the year 2006
From
Letter TO GOD
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