Emerge, Revelation and PASSION

1. Emerge: This year EMERGE is really a changing point, mind and life changing year for me because i in army, many things that i like to do but i cant this year. this year Pastor Kong is really challenging us to be the salt and the light of the world, one night pastor preach on the title Have a broken heart to God. And the word and the presence really change me and bring me closer to God and into His love more, during one of the emerge session LOVE of GOD is so close and strong i cry cause many time i think no body loves me and cares for me. but no GOD still loves me and the people around me they still loves and cares for me.

2. Revelation this week: Isaiah 9: 2 " The people who walk in darkness will see a great light. For those who live in a land of deep darkness, a light will shine." many time i really will feel sad, depress of some of the things, like this verse when you in darkness in times GOD will give you a great LIGHT in front to shine for you so i can really keep on walking to the bright LIGHT GOD have set to direct me.

3. what PASSION means to me:

P - Patient - I must have PATIENT. and PASSION have to build up slowly.
A - Able - I ABLE to have PASSION to win the lost and in the things i like and love to do for GOD.
S - Slowly- PASSION have to build up SLOWLY, no point rushing.
S - Sow- PASSION giving some to people who are in need of something.
I - Into - For me to have PASSION in the lost and ministry i must get INTO the things i love and can do.
O - Overcome - I must OVERCOME the things of world during this time my PASSION will keep growing.
N - Never give up - I must NEVER GIVE UP in myself and in GOD for the PASSION in the lost and ministry .

From
Letter TO GOD

Emerge 2007 Part 1

This week is our youth Conference EMERGE 2007, where all the youth will come together to set a revival in their campus. And this year emerge is a bit different from the past few years, this year we have all competition and games for the youth to show their talent. And this year theme is “I CAN DO ALL THINGS” and also this year I in army cant join any competition, I want to thank God that I manage to come for all the session only for the final night that I have to book in at 2030, but is ok. I enjoy myself in this year emerge. Many things have change my view of not just serving the Lord but is also LOVING the Lord, and we must always trust in God and do it with God strength and not by own strength to do the things of God.

As many people know that I have suffer in depression and have a through of ending my life and many people say that I cannot do things well and when ever I do something for them, they never say even a thank you. And after 1 June 2007 night session I was reminded by God in the svc I broke down before God and start to cry, cause I in the past don’t understand the meaning of Love and I always think that I am not loveable in my own family, church people and in camp.

Emerge 2007 Part 2

But after yesterday svc God hit my heart and broke all the wrong things and the thinking that I have, and I cry out to God and lead me out of the thinking that I have and break the wall of depression and sadness that I will be who I am in the past happy. And many people have think that I am weak in my physical body, yeah I weak in my physical body but I know one thing, God will give me strength and He will bring me to another level of spiritual grown and I willing to give my life to die for Christ the same way Jesus die in the world to bring the soul to God. I willing to be a fool for Christ. God is always there with me, and He have also set people to encourage and help me when I feel no meaning living, and they encourage me. And times that my day is bad, they are there to make it happy. The most impact session was yesterday svc about the LOVE with God.

To come back to the first love that I have with when I first receive God into my life, and it really touch me and my life and the love to God even more. And I really want to thank God for the following people who are always there to cheer me through hard time. Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson, Zilei, Anson, Yvonne and many of you. So keep praying for me. That my relationship with God will be strengths.

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Letter TO GOD