Merry Christmas to all of You! Yes i back again to my blog, to update things around me happen everyday, every min and every second. Back to the subject this year christmas i were very disappointed with alot of things. And i think this year christmas is really a christmas that i never want to have again. Many people wondering why i cry yesterday during svc. i cry because not of the drama but i was thinking about the fengge play as tom that he does not have or know who is his parents. and when i see people giving out present to friends and family i reminded of my broken family that i have, and i feel that this year i come to a place that i must make a decision to give present to people around me this year, and this month i dont even have money to spend on myself and just want to bless someone else happy during this season. and many time you see me almost everytime wear the same shirt and jean every weekend or going out with people. and this season i must really eat at home and times i will never go eat dinner and lunch or even eat anything. just want to see the smile on my friends faces. but this year was very very bad that i only manage to buy two things for jonathan and i feel bad without buying other people present and i feel that i have short changing them in their friendship....
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Letter TO GOD
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