IS Christmas

Is going to be christmas i'm so happy this is when i can really give and bless people, and i will not forget all the wish list all of you send me i will try to get the things you want but i cant promise you, you will get all the things you wish for i will try to get all the things. But most important is i like people to buy me alot of clothes, plant and alot and alot of things. during christmas we will be very very busy cos christmas we need to serve 5 svc but see if i have friends coming or not

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Letter TO GOD

A Bethlehem Candlelight Christmas

Christmas is coming closer and Closer and i like to invite all people who read my blog, you can email me at tytjackie@gmail.com or add me in Msn tanyongtengjackie@hotmail.com.

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Letter TO GOD

Sad DAY!!!!!

This few weeks is a very different week because alot of things happen to me and my relationship with HIM. This week just too many things happen at the same time and i feel like giving up and go do something different but as all of you know that i have a group of BEST friends (Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao) that they are always there to encourage me and pull me through hards time and spend time with me. and yesterday (sunday) i said after PM and after attendance we go eat Seoul Graden but end up me not enough money to treat them and i so called never keep my word and after that i feel very bad that sms them sorry that i should bring more money and i will scare that they dont want to be my friend again and i think that they are not happy with me that i broke my word to pay for them half of the price of the Seoul Graden but i did't. That why yesterday the whole day i been crying crying out to GOD. asking God why all this things must happen to me and i have to go though so many problems and face them by myself. I believe God will not put me there myself the sovle the problems but He also put friends there to help me fight and overcome this problems

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Letter TO GOD

Anson and Winnie Wedding

SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!

Anson and Winnie finaly getting merry. They have been together for very long and now they are together in the same family. and so happy for them.

And during the wedding we are called to help out to be usher the people to the chinese church room. there are some of the picture taken.

This is my first time taking Photo together with Jonathan and Jackson


Some of the AA zone people


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Letter TO GOD

This Week sigh.............

Aiya this week is a very bad week sia. and i feel very bored and tried at the same time and i need people encourage and even find people to talk to. and at the same time i dont want to disturb my best friend too much and i dont want them to be stress up by me and i spend time talking to God and i hear nothing from God and i dont know why i just cant hear from God this week. and i believe my faith is not there thats why God never speak to me. but i never want to give up so i must keep on praying and talk to God with FAITH. and this week is Anson and winnie wedding am so happy that they are going to merry. But the thing is anson is be away for 3 weeks and i will be helping zilei to do visitation that means i have to do two days of visitation. and is very very trieding but i put my trust in HIM.

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Letter TO GOD

Went Out With Friends

Today is a very tried and sad day i feel very stress up and sad about somethings and i want to meet some of my best friends Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao and of cos MX. and today alone i cant really do anything well and what ever things i do, nobody will care to listen and talk to me and give me feedback about the poster and i feel so sad and hopeness, like no one is there to encourage me, but i was wrong! i sms jonathan, elaine, yuhao and MX they really encourage me. and i sms a very stupid things to jonathan. "Pray that God will take me up to heaven as fast as possible" jonathan reply, something that i dont want to say. lets put this aside keep on walking. there are some of the picture taken today by my phone.

MX, Elaine, Yuhao and Jonathan my friends!!


this is my second time people take picture for me!! and will not be the last


There all for today i will update again tomorrow
From
Letter TO GOD

Sorry!!!

This few week been very very busy cos working. this month dont have really time to blog.


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Letter TO GOD

I'm BACK!!!!!!!

Sorry for not updating the blog i am very busy this few weeks have been working in Active Intelligence Michael and Lena company, so unable to update my blog. this few weeks i have done alot of things like last sunday i went to have my hair cut and also went for shopping with timothy and Gary. i brought alot of things like new t-shirt, new jacket, new jeans and going to dye my hair but not fully dye my hair but some part only (hahhahahahaah) if you want to see the make over of Jackie please look for me if you can (wahhahahahhaha). some of the picture taken this few weeks.

on my way the shopping Handsome right???


This is the second after my hair cut


More picture will come

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Letter TO GOD

Are You my Best FRIENDS?????

I think on Monday i have alot of project to do and i feel very upset of myself why can i forget the dead line of the the project and my teacher lost the trust in me and all my classmate look down on me and i feel many people look down on me i feel my friends also but i know God give me friends to help me and encourage me and i that day very very down i cant really think about anything and i just do what i use to do sms my best friend jonathan and this is the first time i sms elaine also i know i very bad i sms a sister and ask her to encourage me and i want to say sorry to her and also jonathan, and while talking to them through sms and doing my project and the good thing is, i have already finish half of the projact within 1 hours and i stop and rest and i go back to my project tomorrow and within 1 hours i finish my project during the 2 day. Praise The Lord. and the main thing is the encourage and care from jonathan and elaine. i know i dont elaine very long but i know she will be a very good friends and also best friend to me. And a gift from me, i have done 4 angel clay for them,

4 colours choose one LOVE, JOY, HOPE and PEACE


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Letter TO GOD

Roses???

WOW!!!!!!! Well Done Eng Wee you can take rose using the Angel Clay. yah there are some of the photo taken during my work time and the all the 4 color thing is i do want i going to give to my 4 best friends. they havve to choose which one they want hahahahahah......

Eng Wee doing his first rose


Finish Artwork by Eng Wee so NICE!!!


Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao choose one and i will bring for your


CHOOSE one only


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Letter TO GOD

Bored thinking through the time with my best friends

Aiya today very tried and bored, dont know what to do feel like going out but no one to go out with (is i never find people hahahahhaha..... so cant blame other people) but i enjoy sleeping but i miss going out with jonathan, elaine, jackson and yuhao. and when i was thinking throught the time with them i really happy that i have a group of best friends with me and to encourage me and also be with me. after building fund let go and have dinner together and before i go army and will really miss all of my best friends.

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Letter TO GOD

Fellowship at Airport BK

This is like the 3 week i have spend with my cell group member fellowshipping with them. but today abit different many of them went back home early and most of them have eaten their lunch, but is ok i still go fellowship with my two cell group member cinthia and sean. and here are some of the picture taken on the MRT and BK.

A...... cinthia what happen to your face???


Cinthia why are you feeling so sad :( oh i know cos only the 3 of us fellowshipping right???


Who's food is this??? can i have one also, i super broke. give me some food to eat.


Cinthia what happen to you???


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Letter TO GOD

Super Broke NOW!!!!!!

Sigh...... I know blessing people is good, but you cant over bless people. Now i am super broke loh dont even have money to eat for two days. and I only get my pay next week. and i own alot of people money and i dont want to own and own my money, who ever wants to bless me plaese BLESS me (hahahahahhahaha....) and now i dont know how to return the money them by this week sia??? HOPE People today and tomorrow will bless me.

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Letter TO GOD

Bless Others!!!

Thank God for all the Blessing that He have blessed me. And last week cell group sermon tell us to be like God because He is a giver Himself. and there are some of the photo taken yesterday during the dinner and by the way i treated them Pepper Lunch loh. Guess who i treated dinner Jonathan, Elaine and Yuhao My BEST FRIENDS

MY Best Friend


Jonathan and Elaine enjoying their candle Light dinner Hahahahhaha (Joking only)


What are your two doing Jonathan and Elaine??? Jonathan writting love letter to Elaine????? (joking only) hahahahahaha


WoW the two of them look like couples, But they are just Best Friend no other relationship oh plaese dont any how said or i will slap you on your face!!!!!!!!

More Photo to come

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Letter TO GOD

Fellowship at Mind Cafer!!!! Part 1

This week is the second week that i fellowship with my cell group leader and also is the first time in this year that she can fellowship with us this whole year hahahahahaha.... But i really enjoy myself fellowshipping with them, but the thing i want is to fellowership with all my best friend and also to know them even better. here are some of the photo taken in the MIND CAFER. And after fellowshipping with my cell group member i went to check attendance at town area in MAC cos got free internet access hahahahahahaha........

WHO IS IT??? Let me think... OH i know who is she, she is my cell group leader!!!!!!!


Faster LEI we all very Hungry WE want FOOD!!!!! Dont choose already. just take any FOOD lah!!


A....... cinthia WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY FOOD?????

More Photo

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Letter TO GOD

Dreams!

This few days i have be having this dreams when i was asleep and i dont know is this just a dream or Something that i have to do. the dream go like this (abit funny but is really a dream):

I will holding the two very very nice balloon and i was enjoying playing with the balloon and after that something happen to the balloon the two balloons that is very nice and fun to play fly away together and i was looking at the balloon and i was crying, and wanted the ballooon to fly back to me but i waited very long and the balloon never fly back to me and was crying crying and i awake everytime i have this dreams.

Can someone tell me the meaning of this dreams and i really need people to help me understand this dreams that i have. And i was thinking about this some friend of my, i really know what going on between the some of them (is male and female... getting into relationship) and the Holy spirit spoke to me about the some of them. but i dont have to boldness to ask them, i fear that the two of them will be the balloon fly away together. i dont want to see this dream happen in real life. someone tell me what to do???

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Letter TO GOD

Blessing After Blessing!!!!

Praise The LORD!! God is so Good, you know why because God have been blessing me since last week with part-time jobs(i still can count using my hand 10 part-time jobs). most of them i turn away was i choose the better pay one. On one of the sunday Pastor Kong preach about Vision, and after the sermon he challenge everyone to give a ultra-generous offering to God and i also gave my tithe to God during that svc and i find all the money that i have and i clear all the money in my wallet. and at first i dont like giving the offering but when Pastor Kong tithe and ultra-generous offering is the key to open the blessing of God and i wanted the blessing of God so much i put all that i have into the offering. And the heaven doors is open over me and i start to receive part-time job to earn money not for myself but for the arise and build and i beileve this year i will fillfull my amount that i want to give to God.

GOD IS GOOD!!!!!!!

"Blessed Blessing" and "Multiplying Multiplication"

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Letter TO GOD

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Break Through!!!

Break Through man yesterday!!! Yesterday is like my first time fellowshipping with my cell group member after a long long prayer meeting and the prayer meeting is really very very GOOD but abit long but was good. and after prayer meeting everyone is so hungry everyone started to look for food to eat and we want to eat at bedok some where i dont know to eat Japan food and here are some of the picture taken during the fellowshipping with them not alot of photo (not like Jackson blog so many photo haha.....)

Nick what happen to YOUR MOUTH????


A.... Who is this i dont remember you??? OH you are Zheng Hao lah!


A..... You want me to drinks this?? What is inside the cup???


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Letter TO GOD

Bless People

Am back to blog i have been very busy working and of cos setting up my small company, still looking for better name. Still remeber the last post i post talk about J and E calling me to bless them and i was thinking to myself i dont even have alot and how to give your J and E. And it is Saturday , and this week cell group meeting start really really late and the cell group starts at 230pm and it ends around 345pm and we like rushing because i have to be to sell the FIRST album cd (hahahhahahah end up going to my room to do PPT). and after svc this is what the 3 of us is looking forward to is OUR PAY DAY!!! and i call caleb and he said he cant find the ATM and will tranfer us the money to one person and i said tranfer to J account and caleb said ok. And we went to eat at 85 bedok market and we enjoy eating and my ZS is there also. after that i was doing my quite time and God really ask me to bless the J and E with another $20 and He said when you began to bless them i will bless you even greater things in life and in spiritual life and relationship with ME and i sms J and E that i am going to bless J and E another $20. and J said he was just joking (GOD ANSWER YOUR PRAYER) and they are so happy when i said i going to bless them with $20. But i believe when i bless others, God will bless me back.

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Letter TO GOD

Spirit To Spirit WOW POWERFUL!!!!!!

Yesterday we have fun teaching dreamweaver in a Primary school!! and Who was there make a guess again (hahahahhha i like people to guess name) JJE this will do. and the 3 of us enjoy teaching the P6 and you know what the funny thing is No body when to take photo with J i just abit shock!! i tot everytime a P6 girls see a handsome guy like J they will want to take photo with him! but NO! never mind lets jump to the end. later the course we are going our own way so call because I have to go visitation (yesterday visitation is very very very very GOOD that if you do, you will know GOOD is it. you will learn alot from yesterday visitation) J have to go for Bible study and E i dont where she is going. Oh yah talk about E i shock them all the girls take photo with her and not J funny right?? and when we are about to walk out the school the P6's in E class said something you want to know what they said??? They said E is J your BF and J said NO and said we are just friends hahahahahahhaha. and i was laughting over there and the both of them LOOK AT ME. and i stop laughting before they KILL me. Friday we have one more session with the new Class also P6's i think tomorrow P6's will be EM3 student. one more thing and on the way i tell them J and E this week we have earn $160 and you know what the spiritual BROTHER J and SISTER E said "do you hear God speaking to you to bless someone?" and i said yes, and they look at me with a scary smile, they said you can bless us with your $160 and i said NO NO NO!!! i said J got money to buy Ed and E i dont know cos i not so call very close with her. (hahahahaha) and they sigh....

IF you know who is it plaese dont tell anyone!!!!!!! let them guess who is it (HHAHAHHHAHHA)

From
Letter TO GOD

Churchwide Prayer Meeting

YES!! is churchwide prayer meeting this time i can join my cell group to pray together i know i very bad never go serve in JW but i really want to spend time praying to God together as a cell group. But i will back to serve next week confrim. I encourage everyone to come for the Prayer meeting because is where we can feel the present of God. And not everytime i can join the cell group for churchwide prayer meeting

From
Letter TO GOD

Vision Weekend at City Harvest Church Part 1

Yesterday Pastor Kong talk about Vision in City Harvest Church. And he starts with this verse in the bible.

Acts 2: 17
And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,
That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
Your young men shall see visions,
Your old men shall dream dreams.

Romans 12: 2
And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

after that he said this vision turns dreams into REALITY! and next bring us into the growth of City Harvest Church this few years. and now our church record attendance: 31, 233 plus the other svc in CHC. And after that he said in the last 12 months, a total of 22, 822 people made decisions for salvation and rededication throught the ministries of CHC. Every regular week 190 people make decisions for Christ. 74% of all decisions are first-time salvation decision for Jesus. And go on into City Harvest Church in 1995 began to go out of the four walls of the church and he preach one the sermon "Church without-walls" and CHCSA is born in 1995 and in Matthew 25: 35- 36, 40. In 2006, the CHCSA volunteers provided 17, 123 serivces to 11, 421 distinct, needy and disadvantaged people in Singapore, with no strings attached. Without any doulble-counting. And by end of this year 2006 our CHCSA is no longer called CHCSA and is rename to iCare Community Services. Later he share with us this

Growing into Responsible Maturity
Every CHC members must continue to grow stronger in:
1. Prayer
2. Fellowship
3. Word Of God
4. Ministry
5. Evanglism

From
Letter TO GOD

Vision Weekend at City Harvest Church Part 2

from the study of child development, wwe know that by the time boy or a girl is 13 years old, 80% of the basic skills and knowledge he needs for his lifetime is given. From 15 years of age, he or her will starts to develop the ability of abstract understanding. He starts to reason and analyze about his life, his future. He seeks to understand the vision and purpose of his existence- why he exists in the world.

Kristos kai kosmos means to bring Christ into Culture.

"tithe" = one-tenth or 10% of your income. and many people think that as long as they give their tithe before the month ends is ok. Sorry to say NO!!!!! in the 1 Cor 16: 2 "On the first day of each week, you should each put aside a portion of the money you have earned. Don’t wait until I get there and then try to collect it all at once" what did the bible say. ON THE FIRST DAY OF EACH WEEK, the bible nevver say on the last day of each week right. So we remember this we have to give our tithe on the first week of the month. and the timing in giving your tithe is also important. and Abraham entered into GOD's "Blessed Blessing" and Multiplying Multiplication" because he went beyond tithing and entered into ultra-generous offering.

From
Letter TO GOD

Everthing Will Be alright with SUPER JESUS 2

Hi i am back to blog again (hahahahahahahha) but now i going to blog about the things i LIKE. Today i going to share What to i LIKE! (hahahhahahahahah) let start now dont be shock when i began to share the list of things i LIKE!

This are the following things i LIKE!
1. I LIKE to go to Church every weekend.
2. I LIKE to go cell group meeting every week
3. I LIKE to serve God every weekend
4. I LIKE to do visitation every week
5. I LIKE to go online everyday talking to my best Friends (but sometime they are too busy haahahahahahahahahha)
6. I LIKE to talk to GOD everyday and every second of my days
7. I LIKE to sing praise and worship song to HIM
8. I LIKE to do saturation
9. I LIKE to talk
10. I LIKE to EAT!!!!!

I think that all for the things i LIKE. but remember Everthing will Be alright with SUPER JESUS. I know everytime i will said this but i going to said this one more time (hahahahahahha) I want to Thank God for the Best friends around me. Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, JinHui and Most of ALL SUPER JESUS.

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Letter TO GOD

Everthing Will Be alright with SUPER JESUS

Is me again i know know, i like all most everyday looking at my blog, is really i have nothing to do so i began to take up blogging to spend my time. i have many things i want to share but i cant share all in one go right?? so i have to break it up to smaller part. Today i going to share What to i DONT LIKE! (hahahhahahahahah) let start now dont be shock when i began to share the list of things i DONT LIKE!

This are the following things i DONT LIKE
1. I DONT LIKE to be alone, i not the kind of people who can live alone i must have someone to talk to. or else i will start thinking of things and have throughs (hahahahhahaha)
2. I DONT LIKE people who BLOCK me in MSN and stay away from ME (hahahahhaha)
3. I DONT LIKE people who dont tell me the truth.
4. I DONT LIKE people who are LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. I DONT LIKE people who play funny jokes on me when i DONT feel the jokes is funny.

I think that all for the things i DONT LIKE. But one thing i must want said all this I DONT LIKE is a choice but the thing is are you willing to get go all the I DONT LIKE to change it to I LIKE, i hard to change but remember Everthing will Be alright with SUPER JESUS. Just run to Him and He will take you out of the world of I DONT LIKE. I know everytime i will said this but i going to said this one more time (hahahahahahha) I want to Thank God for the Best friends around me. Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, JinHui and Most of ALL SUPER JESUS.

From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPINESS IS Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

“consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything”
- James 1: 2 – 4

Happiness is learning how too deal with the inevitable disappointments of life. When we are troubled, God stands ready and willing to protect us. Our responsibility of course, is to ask Him for protection. When we call upon Him in heartfelt prayer, He will answer – in His own time and in accordance with His own perfect plan.

“we are pressured in every way but not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair”
- 2 Corinthians 4: 8

Life is often challenging, but we must not be afraid. God loves us, and He will protect us. In times of hardship, He will comfort us; in times of sorrow, He will dry out tears. When we are troubled or weak or sorrowful, God is always with us. We must build our lives on the rock that cannot be shaken: we must trust in God. And then, we must get on with the hard work of tracking our problems… because if we don’t, who will? Or should?


From
Letter TO GOD

The 5 love Languages

Last week in cell group meeting we learn about Intimacy and Romance in the sermon really bring us into the 5 love languages that people will have.

Love Languages #1 - Words of AFFIRMATION

Pro 18: 21 - "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit"
Prov. 12:25 (TLB) - "Anxious hearts are very heavy, but a word of encouragement does wonders"

Love Languages #2 - QUALITY TIME

Love Languages #3 - GIFT GIVING

1 Pet. 3:7 - "Husbands, likewise, dwell with them with understanding, giving honor to the wife, as to the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life, that your prayers may not be hindered"

PHYSICAL PRESENCE in the time of crisis is the most powerful gift you can give your loved ones and friends.

Love Languages #4 - Acts of SERVICE

Galatians 5:13 - "says that we should “through love, serve one another.”

Love Languages #5 - PHYSICAL TOUCH

So which of the two love languages best match to you???

for My is QUALITY TIME and Words of AFFIRMATION.

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Letter TO GOD

When we wait on the LORD

This bible coming across my mind.

Isaiah 40: 31
But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

Is true that when i wait on the LORD, my stength will be renew, when i wait on the LORD i will mount up with wings like eagles, and i wait on the LORD i will run and not be weary and i wait on the LORD i will walk and not faint. I remembered again and again that i have to wait for God timing and not by our timing. Whenever you feel alone read this verse cos when we wait on the LORD our vision and dreams will come true because God work in His time and not our time.

From
Letter TO GOD

God is MY Shepherd

Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3 He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever.

This verse came to my mind when i was listening to the FIRST Album cd and there is one song in the FIRST Album cd Shepherd. and everytime i feel lost and i dont know who to turn to first. but now remember God is our shepherd He will lead us to our vision and the purpose that He gave to us and we will dwell in the house of God forever.

From
Letter TO GOD

Kids Prayer

Kids Prayer

I WANT TO KNOW YOU LORD
YOU ARE A GREAT BIG GOD
I’M YOUNG AND DO NOT KNOW A LOT
COME AND BE MY ALL


I WANT TO LOVE YOU MORE
GIVING YOU MY LIFE AND ALL
YOU DIED FOR ME
YOU’VE SACRIFICED
I WON’T FORGET YOU LORD

I LOVE YOU JESUS
I’LL GROW UP KNOWING YOU
I LOVE YOU JESUS
I’LL GROW UP SERVING YOU
I LOVE YOU JESUS
MY LIFE IS SAVED BY YOU
I’LL NEVER FORGET, NEVER FORGET
I’LL GROW UP LOVING YOU

Sometime will feel lost and lost the passion to serve God Just remember God is with You always. HIS is our BIG DADDY GOD.

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Letter TO GOD

Revelation

Children's Church is not a easy ministry! Why? Because you are raising up people who will take the world for God by storm. what is the 2 greatest Commandment??

Matthew 22: 36
"Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?" 37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' 38This is the first and greatest commandment.

This verse really build me up when pastor kong preach on this yesterday. you can be in minstry for 10 over years, you will not grow because you only know how to serve and serve and you never really put God first in your life. and most of the time you only use your own stenght in the minstry and this verse will build me up, is not about the ministry but is the relationship with God and loving Him with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my mind. and some time i will feel lost but God is always there to guide me and lead me the place full of peace, love and most of He will give me friends to help me also like Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, Jin Hui, Anson, Bob, Nick, Yvonne and MOST OF ALL JESUS.

From
Letter TO GOD

TWO MORE DAY TO CHILDREN CHURCH BIG DAY!!!!!

Just 2 more day before Children's Church Big Day " MAGICAL CHILDREN"S DAY 2006"
And Everyone is going all the way out to do saturation and visiting all the BS kids to invite them back for this event. And like for 2 years old never do transport already. this coming big day i back to transport PTL but i will enjoy serving God and you know how many svc am i serving during children's day? i not just serving 2 svc but 7 svc on the same week. And this is my 12 days of veg fast PTL.



From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPINESS IS Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

Chapter 16 Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

“consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything”
- James 1: 2 – 4

Happiness is learning how too deal with the inevitable disappointments of life. When we are troubled, God stands ready and willing to protect us. Our responsibility of course, is to ask Him for protection. When we call upon Him in heartfelt prayer, He will answer – in His own time and in accordance with His own perfect plan.

“we are pressured in every way but not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair”
- 2 Corinthians 4: 8


Life is often challenging, but we must not be afraid. God loves us, and He will protect us. In times of hardship, He will comfort us; in times of sorrow, He will dry out tears. When we are troubled or weak or sorrowful, God is always with us. We must build our lives on the rock that cannot be shaken: we must trust in God. And then, we must get on with the hard work of tracking our problems… because if we don’t, who will? Or should?

From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPINESS IS Activity with Purpose

Chapter 6 Activity with Purpose

Happiness is activity with purpose. And purpose, like everything else in the universe, begins in the heart of God. Whether you realize it or not, God has a direction for your life, a divine calling, a path along which He intends to lead you. When you welcome God into your heart and establish a genuine relationship with Him, He will begin – and He will continue – to make His purposes known.

Have you ever felt that you were just spinning your wheels? Just going through the motions? If so, you know that there’s no fulfillment in purposeless living. Your job, therefore, is to keep searching for God’s purpose in your life… and to keep searching until you find it. Discovering God’s unfolding purpose for your life is a daily journey, a journey guided by the teachings of God’s Holy Word. As you reflect upon God’s promises and upon the meaning that those promises hold for you, ask God to lead you throughout the coming day. Let your Heavenly Father direct your steps; concentrate on what God wants you to do now, and leave the distant future in hands that are far more capable than your own: His hands.

Sometimes, God’s intentions will be clear to you; other times, God’s plan will seem uncertain at best. But even on those difficult days when you are unsure which way turn, you must never lose sight of those overriding facts: God created you for a reason; He has important work for you to do; and He’s waiting patiently for you to do it. So why not begin today?

Taken from DR. A.R Bernard book HAPPINESS IS...

pls pray for me i having abit fever.

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More to COME!!!

Dear Readers,

Starting from today i will not be just posting the things about me but i will be sharing the word of God in the post also hope you will enjoy and receive the word of God.


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IT this ME???

hahahahha! some of the photo taken in my class kind of funny


Studying BUT WHO'S HAND IS THIS???? So scary


CANNOT SEE WHAT THE TEACHER WRITTING!!!!


DO I HAVE SARS AGAIN????


WHO IS THIS???

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The Parable of the Lost Sheep

In Matthew 18: 10 - 14
10"See that you do not look down on one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. 12"What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off? 13And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off. 14In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost.

Everytime you lost the passion of reaching out to friends or even some time you feel lost and dont know what to do alway remember what the bible said in Matthew 18: 13 - "And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off" . God will be happy when He finds you because you are His creation and, in Matthew 18: 14 - " In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost" when ever you feel lost remember God is always looking up and down for you because HE LOVES YOU. and never run away from Him but NOW run to Him because He is the only one who can help you and bring you back to the family you use to be. NOW Come back to GOD. His is waiting for you to come back and He is cry and shouting out your name everytime and He remember you and the time you have a relationship with Him, crying out to Him and listen from Him.

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Nothing Much to do

Today not much thing to do, the whole day i am playing game. and i dont know what to do so i went to pray and seek Gods face and after that i go for CSL for svc. after the svc we went to eat. and after that i went home to pray to God again. the whole day i have been praying to God and i believe we can hit the target in our AA zone and the whole children's church 7,000 kids for children's church. let believe together our break through will come and every leader will be touch by the love of God even more during this big day.



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FRIST CCH Album

WOW THIS IS THE FIRST CHILDREN'S CHURCH ALBUM IN THE WHOLE HISTORY IN CITY HARVEST CHURCH MAN!! THE PRE-OREDER WILL BE THIS COMING SATURDAY AND SUNDAY DURING CHILDREN'S CHURCH SVC.



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Children's Church Svc

WOW today super tried man, I was in expo around 725am and i book seat for the members and i am so call the first few to reach early and when the door open everyone start running into the hall and later we are stop and wait for around 10 min and when it open again everyone start running again sigh( some more i was curry a big bag with me) and PTL we got a seat like so call infornt first time ever we seat infornt thanks to cinthia and me loh. (HAHAHHAHA) and after svc i went to conference room to take the DVD from the two room 7-9 and 10 - 12 and after that we went to the bus and when we reach jurong west church we start to work. and when the svc start and is time for me to go up the stage wai sum came to me and ask me to do games and i said ok. so after the welcome they will shock that i am also the game masters. but i enjoy myself to serve God and after that i was the BV to build up the svc. and PTL God give me stength to serve him again and many happen to me but God is still using me to do greater work for Him.

Hope you enjoy the song.

Keep praying for Children's church to hit the target of 7,000 kids this children's Day.



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Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 3

3. Level Three: MY ideas and judgments.

Real communication only begins here!
- The person is willing to put down his defenses ... and start sharing his ideas and decisions.
- But he is still somewhat cautious ... if he senses that people don’t accept what he is saying, he will immediately retreat.

• “I think you should spend more time with our kids.”
• “I think I should further my studies next year.”

4. Level Four: My EMOTIONS and feelings.

Now the person shares how he/she personally feels about the facts, ideas and judgments.
- The feelings underneath those areas are now revealed.

• “I am afraid I may not do well in my exams at the end of the year.”
• “I am very happy that you feel this way about our family.”

This is sharing your feelings!

5. Level Five: TOTAL, TRUTHFUL open communication.

All deep relationships, especially marriage relationships, must be based on absolute openness and honesty.
- This may be difficult to achieve because it involves the risk of being rejected because of our honesty.

• “I don’t know if I can be a good mother, I am so busy at work everyday.”
• “Listen, don’t stress yourself out ... you are a fantastic mother. If you are not able to cope, let’s discuss if you should work part-time instead.”


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Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 2

You are not filtering the other person’s remarks through your own opinions and needs.

THE FIVE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF COMMUNICATION: C.O.M.E.T.

1. Level One: CLICHE conversation.

This type of conversation is very safe:
• “Hello, how are you?” “I am fine. Good to see you.”
• “How is your family?” “They are good.”
• “Where have you been?” “I was away working overseas.”

In this type of conversation, there is no personal sharing.
- Each person builds an invisible “wall” and remains safely behind that wall.
- We also call this “weather talk”—everything is kept at a very shallow and superficial level.

2. Level Two: Reporting the facts on OTHERS.

In this kind of conversation, we just report on what others have said ... we offer no personal comments of our own.
- We just report the facts like the 6 p.m. news.

• “What did the doctor say about dad’s check-up?” “Fine.”
• “What did the kids do today?” “Oh, they went for classes.”

A lot of couples, family members and friends do not get pass the second level of communication.

Today, we want to spend some time to practice communicating to one another.
- Before we do that, let’s look at how we can bring our communication into a deeper level of openness.

Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 1

Communication is a process of sharing information with another person in such a way that
he or she UNDERSTANDS what you are saying.

Talking and listening and UNDERSTANDING
are all involved in the process of communication.

COMMUNICATION IS MORE THAN JUST WORDS

Generally, most people wrongly think that communication is synonymous with talking.
- To “talk” is to utter words ... but to “communicate” is to transfer thoughts!

TRUTH: We communicate by WORDS, GESTURES and SPIRIT!
- Researchers say that 55 percent of all communication is nonverbal.

THE NEED FOR ACTIVE LISTENING

James 1:19

The most basic communication skill needed is not talking ... but LISTENING.

Prov. 18:13

ACTIVE LISTENING means that when someone is talking,
- You are tuning in fully to what that person is saying.
- You are actively seeking to understand what the other person really means.

You are not thinking about what you are going to say when that person stops.
- You are not “second guessing” your friend or partner—thinking that you already know what he/she is going to say.

I cut my hair today so HAPPPY!!!

PTL i cut my hair today cos i wanted to cut my hair long time but i have no time to cut and i ask them to give me a easy hair cut and PTL my hair is shorted now. i feel better HAHAHAHHAHAH and no different is still the same but better.

Came back from Hair cut




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ALL THE WAY OUT!

Yes! i am surely going all the way out for kids this coming children's day party, never mind if i not a leader but i happy to be a helper under a wonderful leader like Eu and brother anson, but i know I am a leader in the furture and i will do alot of things for God, cos God look at the heart and not on how much i do or we do. God is faithful and he loves everyone of us. Back to children's Day i going use all my time to do saturation and reaching out to the BS and bring them back, and alot of things will happen but i will remember what God tell me, when i am weak, He is our stength. i must use the word of God to fight the problem.

AA ZONE ALL THE WAY OUT FOR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET US SET TIME TO DO SATURATION



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To The Ends Of The Earth

God today spoke to me throught this song "To The Ends Of The Earth" and is really a fresh encounter with DADDY today and He said everything i do is to help you grow slowly and when is time you will soar like eagles wings. and when you wait for me, your calling will be greater than other people because you wait for Me

LOVE UNFAILING
OVERTAKING MY HEART
YOU TAKE ME IN
FINDING PEACE AGAIN
FEAR IS LOST IN ALL YOU ARE

AND I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD TO TELL YOUR STORY
CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I'VE LOST MYSELF FOR GOOD WITHIN YOUR PROMISE
AND I WON'T HIDE IT, I WON'T HIDE IT

JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
AND I WOULD GO
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
FOR YOU ALONE ARE THE SON OF GOD
AND ALL THE WORLD WILL SEE
THAT YOU ARE GOD
THAT YOU ARE GOD

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Saturation 2 13 Spet 2006

this is the flyers

This is the second day of saturation for Children's Day PARTY!!! and how many people doing saturation? the answer is 5: Jonathan, Jackson, Clara, Me and Jonathan helper i dont get her name and the fun thing is Jonathan and Jackson was playing soccer with the kids we saturated and there is some photo i taken (i think so) and the both of them enjoy themself playing with the kids. is take from jackson blog.



Jackson be the goal keeper


Jonathan also be the goal keeper sigh.....


after playing soccer we went to rivervale Mall to buy drinks

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Saturation 1 12 Spet 2006

On tue i start doing saturation with Wai Sum, we wanted to do at rivervale but wai sum got something on so she have to go back to office and to do something and wanted me to start saturation first and i have to ask anson can i do alone first, but the first time i call i think the first time he not free never pick up my call i waited at the fun fair near to the hougang mall and i enjoy myself but i never play and the second time i sms him he said ok and the time is like 8pm and wai sum finish her things aorund 830pm and i start doing but not alot of kids on that day. and later wai sum treat me dinner at near by shop and we started eating over there, i began to tell her how i feel and things happen to me this few months and i really open and tell her. and she really a very good listener (hahahaahhah) cos most of the time i the one talking (hehehehe). but really enjoy fellowshipping with her, and when we are on the way to the interchange she is smsing all the leaders are they going for the prayer meeting in church on wed and the first one to reply is jonathan first time sia (hahahha) and he ask wai sum wherer is the prayer meeting held and wai sum said sometime jonathan is blur (hahaha) but is ok his is not blur everytime like me (hehehehehe) and tomorrow is another starting of saturation.

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Cant do Saturation Today

Never mind lah, Today cannot do saturation, do next week loh i always have time to do saturation Eu area, and somemore today is raining and i not feeling well have to wait to next week loh (HAHAHHHAHAHHA) hope next week we can do better saturation next week

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God spoke to ME

Today on the bus to sangkang to meet Jonathan, Jackson and Clara for saturation for children's day. God spoke to me through a very old song in our church. Jackie, you dont need be provoked by the things around you and people around you, is just not your time and you have to be patient and wait for my time to come to you. it really move my heart and i started crying because is really true for me, God dont work on our timing but God work on his own timing. and all i need is to work and wait for the time to come. And when i wait on the Lord i will soar like eagles.

And yesterday was Andy birthday and we celebrated for him today and he is happy to see us

Is he happy or sad to see us???


Now he is HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!


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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Today i my HAPPY day !!!!!!!!!! You will surely ask me why? Now i going to share with all of you. i starting to open myself to alot of people. People like my best friend Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, Jin Hu. and for people who know like: Yvonne, Anson, Xin We, Wai Sum, Wen Kai and Timothy. I really feel better when i began to share with them i will not feel so repression that all the anger and sadness inside me. I really want to thank God for Me to share my life with people. and i know i can grow even more this coming years and really God is moving me and changing Me to be a better person day by day. And PTL i have already faster 5 days of Veg fast, i still have 25 days to go, i believe breakthough in Cell group and AA zone. And this few weeks we Children's Church will be doing satuation and i thinking of something to bring a the kids.

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Good Talk yesterday

Yesterday i had a good talk with brother Anson, i had wanted to talk to him so badly, so i decided to sms him and ask him whether if he is free and he replied me by asking me what time would i prefer. I told him anytime will be great as I am at home at that time, we decided to meet up at centrepoint Mac. and We had a great talk as I shared with him how i felt about some stuff and the things that had been revolve around me.

Yesterday i sms Jonathan to seek for forgiveness as I was provoke to anger by him, that he can lead a group but me still at the same place and not move. At first I thought he was shocked to receive that sms because he did not reply me, I started feeling down but as I was visiting the doctor, I smsed him again and to my surprise he replied me. He explained that he was asleep at the point when I smsed him previously. He continued by saying that he already knew tat I was provoke to anger. Haha. Thank God for someone like him in my life, he is such a faithful friend and he has been constantly helping me. I must always stay focus, strong and always refrain from having self-pity-ness again.

I will constantly remember to abide in God's word even when is not my time to rise up, I will stay faithful in serving the people around me. It might take some time for me to rise up but surely I know that God will make me a great person one day only if I press on to the highest calling.

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Anger

Today Pastor Kong preach on Anger, the svc was very good during praise i can already feel something is going to happen during the svc and really after when Pastor Kong i was crying already by the time cos i can feel God is calling me to forgive and forget the people who have hurt me. and pastor kong said this you feel hard to forgive and forget the people who have hurt but you have to forgive and forget cos God forgive and forget all out sins. and was said their name na d and i cannot said out two to four name and it really is a challegen for me to said this four names. (give your clue is JJYC guess yourself i going home to blog) i have forgive and forget about the things they done to me i really must forgive and forget. and i believe when i tell them they will not be shock. cos they are my closes friends (should you who by now) i really forgive and forget JJY but for C i must really take a step to really ask God.

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Children's Church NEW LESSON FOR SALE!!!

Yesterday night i was call to help in the Children's Conference 2006 and i said yes. and i ask jonathan if he is going down to help and he said ( i ask him during overnight prayer meeting ) yah. i ask him what time he said 9am. and i stay all the way in the prayer meeting up to 5am and i went back home to change and to send email to someone. and when is 730 i leave my house and i take bus 25 to bedok mrt to change bus to bus 31. i sms jonathan ask him where is he, he reply he is lost because the bus driver said yes when jonathan ask is it (forget which CC) and he have to wait for another bus to the church. and he called me to setup the laptop and the LCD screen, speaker and the NETS machine. when i finish setting up Jonathan come and we dont know what to do. and later on the our church bookstore came at 1030 (i think so) and she tell us what to do. later during the break (lunch time) all the crowd came to our table and we start work talk and talk and talk. and the all the crowd, i and jonathan went to eat lunch and you know what we have to walk 4 busstop to eat (sigh) and after we finish eating, we take a bus back to the church. and we was there for another 10 to 15 min, and later we when to expo guess what is jonathan doing???



He is SLEEPING (YOU WIN LOH sleep for 3hrs on friday i haven been sleeping loh)
And today our zone is having prayer meeting but i cant go because i have no voice and tried brother anson call me to go back and rest and i said i really wqnt to go for the prayer meeting and he said you no voice how to pray?? i said ok loh i back and rest.

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LIVE FROM JURONG WEST ST 91

Live stay tune i will be doing live boardcast of Photos and this what is the event



Some photo taken


(starting Games is so funny)


(this is eddie playing and making fun of himself ahahhahaha)


(to the bus eddie playing to my ipod)

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