Anson Birthday Celebration

HAHAHAHAHAHA..... YEsterday we celebrate our ZS birthday. and by right and by left we
should be celebrating his birthday today but i think everyone is not free so i think michelle bring
forward to monday midnight to celebrate for him, and michelle is so smart she plan with winnie
how to give anson a big shock.... but end up we suggest wai sum to go up to anson house first to
to pass winnie her present and i think for 2 min to 5 min wai sum is inside and wai sum say she
have to leave first and anson open the door and next thing you know. Anson is shock to see us outside his house and we sang happy birthday song.

Chinese New Year!!!

WOW!!! Time really flys, less than 1 week to Chinese New Year. and i haven 
even buy my chinese new year cloths is ok i going to buy it tomorrow after 
prayer meeting. And  i really want to change the way i show myself so i really need people to go shopping with me tomorrow and i have only $50 to spend on this year because i going in army soon so no point buying so many cloths. yah so maybe i will be calling jonathan, jackson and gangs out to buy chinese new year cloths. hahahahaahh. talking about army i have 4 more weeks to army and i really want to spend time with my family and besst friends. and i really going to miss all of you guys, remember to keep me in prayer that i will be strong in NS.

P.S. to Jonathan, Elaine and Jackson meet your for dinner after i go into NS.


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Prayer Meeting

WOW!!! This week tuesday prayer meeting is so GOOD that is very different from other prayer meeting that i have go before. why is the prayer different from other prayer meeting is Pastor want us to have encounter with God by us praying alone and connet spirit to spirit with God. and i began to pray and God spoke to me. He said "What ever you ask in My name it shall come to pass and all things that your heart desire I will give to you" and i was so into the presence that i began to ask God to bring me to another level of spiritual level in my life and many other things. And things began to come, after the prayer meeting. PTL.

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Am back to Blog again!

Wow.... since long time i update the blog (hahahahahaha). i got two things to say for this post. First of all, I am going in the army soon. i going into army on the 16 march 2oo7 is on the friday that means i will miss the svc on sunday and i will miss the time fellowshipping with my BEST Friends and my AAzone member. Second thing is only today i never go out with Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao, Jackson and MX (hahahahahaha) so everything today will abit quite and bored for me, but never mind tomorrow we going to start the workshop by going to CCS (Christ Church Secondary School) to give worshop.

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Through Year 2006 Part 1

first of all i want to wish all you guys a Happy New Year. Now i
going to share how is the year 2006.

In 2006 is really a turning point for me and my life, and there is
many thing that happen in year 2006.

Nothing much happen during the first few month, my life turn and
change during my 18 birthday that my children's church zone member
gave me a shocking birthday, and i will shock to see all of you guys
came to celebrated my birthday together with me. this is there i know
my AA zone member even more and of cos since then i get to know
jonathan and jackson and i know that i have found a true meaning of
friendship and i began to open myself to share my problems with them,
and slowly thing in life began to change.

Through Year 2006 Part 2

first i get into rejection and many time i will feel that i am not
good to be jonathan and jackson friend, a later on i get into
depression and many time i will feel like ending my life and the walk
with God, and many thing came back to my mind fresh through my mind
and one of the thing that leave a print in my mind is that people are
always there to cheat me and i will always not want to forgive them,
later on i get bitter with Jonathan why? because he is helping wai
sum to look after a group. and i always said to myself people cannot
be trusted they always there to cheat you. and my heart slowly
becoming harder and harder that i will not people to close to me.

during one of pastor kong preaching in anger management, and he said
some that really hit my heart and my mind hard. that is do not sub-
press everything in your heart and not build a wall around heart, and
when i began to listen i hear Holy Spirit moving in me and during the
altar call i break down in tears and began to cry down to God to hit
down the wall that i have build over the years, and ask God for a new
heart, and later on Pastor kong give another altar call anyone who
are bitter, or there is someone that you cannot forgive what they
have done to you in the pass. and he want us to speak out the name of
the people who you are bitter about and people that you cannot
forgive, and i take a long time to said out their name. when i was
worshipping God after i say out the name God spoke to me said go to
the people who you have bitterness and to people who you cannot forgive.

Through Year 2006 Part 3

on the next day i take up my boldness to sms jonathan to tell him
that i am bitter about him taking a group and i ask him to forgive
me, and you know what he reply me, he said he can already feel that i
am bitter that he is taking a group. and slowly i know that Jonathan
and truly a friend that God have set to help me.

slowly the blessing of God began to come upon me when i give my
tithe during the first week of the month that is the month of Nov.
and many thing began to happen many people start to give me call to
ask me if i want to work for them. slowly i became a blessing to
others when was bless with job. i never give treat to people around
me before, and the first treat that gave is to my best friends
Jonathan, Elaine and yuhao in pepper lunch. since then i found the
joy of giving and blessing others and not just receiving from others.
i think all most everytime i will bless them with dinner and i bless
them when they dont have enough.

and last year was a really break though year for me during the
christmas i bless my best friends with presents, jonathan= bag,
jackson= bag, elaine= a ed hardy jeans, michelle= bag. and something
really shock me last year is first time receiving christmas present
from people! my best friend (jonathan, elaine, jackson and michelle)
buy me a shoe i am so happy. slowly more present start to come to me.

this is a summary of the year 2006.

I know my english is not that good but is what i want to share the
goodness God that show to me during the year 2006

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IS Christmas

Is going to be christmas i'm so happy this is when i can really give and bless people, and i will not forget all the wish list all of you send me i will try to get the things you want but i cant promise you, you will get all the things you wish for i will try to get all the things. But most important is i like people to buy me alot of clothes, plant and alot and alot of things. during christmas we will be very very busy cos christmas we need to serve 5 svc but see if i have friends coming or not

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A Bethlehem Candlelight Christmas

Christmas is coming closer and Closer and i like to invite all people who read my blog, you can email me at tytjackie@gmail.com or add me in Msn tanyongtengjackie@hotmail.com.

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Sad DAY!!!!!

This few weeks is a very different week because alot of things happen to me and my relationship with HIM. This week just too many things happen at the same time and i feel like giving up and go do something different but as all of you know that i have a group of BEST friends (Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao) that they are always there to encourage me and pull me through hards time and spend time with me. and yesterday (sunday) i said after PM and after attendance we go eat Seoul Graden but end up me not enough money to treat them and i so called never keep my word and after that i feel very bad that sms them sorry that i should bring more money and i will scare that they dont want to be my friend again and i think that they are not happy with me that i broke my word to pay for them half of the price of the Seoul Graden but i did't. That why yesterday the whole day i been crying crying out to GOD. asking God why all this things must happen to me and i have to go though so many problems and face them by myself. I believe God will not put me there myself the sovle the problems but He also put friends there to help me fight and overcome this problems

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Anson and Winnie Wedding

SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!

Anson and Winnie finaly getting merry. They have been together for very long and now they are together in the same family. and so happy for them.

And during the wedding we are called to help out to be usher the people to the chinese church room. there are some of the picture taken.

This is my first time taking Photo together with Jonathan and Jackson


Some of the AA zone people


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This Week sigh.............

Aiya this week is a very bad week sia. and i feel very bored and tried at the same time and i need people encourage and even find people to talk to. and at the same time i dont want to disturb my best friend too much and i dont want them to be stress up by me and i spend time talking to God and i hear nothing from God and i dont know why i just cant hear from God this week. and i believe my faith is not there thats why God never speak to me. but i never want to give up so i must keep on praying and talk to God with FAITH. and this week is Anson and winnie wedding am so happy that they are going to merry. But the thing is anson is be away for 3 weeks and i will be helping zilei to do visitation that means i have to do two days of visitation. and is very very trieding but i put my trust in HIM.

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Went Out With Friends

Today is a very tried and sad day i feel very stress up and sad about somethings and i want to meet some of my best friends Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao and of cos MX. and today alone i cant really do anything well and what ever things i do, nobody will care to listen and talk to me and give me feedback about the poster and i feel so sad and hopeness, like no one is there to encourage me, but i was wrong! i sms jonathan, elaine, yuhao and MX they really encourage me. and i sms a very stupid things to jonathan. "Pray that God will take me up to heaven as fast as possible" jonathan reply, something that i dont want to say. lets put this aside keep on walking. there are some of the picture taken today by my phone.

MX, Elaine, Yuhao and Jonathan my friends!!


this is my second time people take picture for me!! and will not be the last


There all for today i will update again tomorrow
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Letter TO GOD

Sorry!!!

This few week been very very busy cos working. this month dont have really time to blog.


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I'm BACK!!!!!!!

Sorry for not updating the blog i am very busy this few weeks have been working in Active Intelligence Michael and Lena company, so unable to update my blog. this few weeks i have done alot of things like last sunday i went to have my hair cut and also went for shopping with timothy and Gary. i brought alot of things like new t-shirt, new jacket, new jeans and going to dye my hair but not fully dye my hair but some part only (hahhahahahaah) if you want to see the make over of Jackie please look for me if you can (wahhahahahhaha). some of the picture taken this few weeks.

on my way the shopping Handsome right???


This is the second after my hair cut


More picture will come

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Are You my Best FRIENDS?????

I think on Monday i have alot of project to do and i feel very upset of myself why can i forget the dead line of the the project and my teacher lost the trust in me and all my classmate look down on me and i feel many people look down on me i feel my friends also but i know God give me friends to help me and encourage me and i that day very very down i cant really think about anything and i just do what i use to do sms my best friend jonathan and this is the first time i sms elaine also i know i very bad i sms a sister and ask her to encourage me and i want to say sorry to her and also jonathan, and while talking to them through sms and doing my project and the good thing is, i have already finish half of the projact within 1 hours and i stop and rest and i go back to my project tomorrow and within 1 hours i finish my project during the 2 day. Praise The Lord. and the main thing is the encourage and care from jonathan and elaine. i know i dont elaine very long but i know she will be a very good friends and also best friend to me. And a gift from me, i have done 4 angel clay for them,

4 colours choose one LOVE, JOY, HOPE and PEACE


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Roses???

WOW!!!!!!! Well Done Eng Wee you can take rose using the Angel Clay. yah there are some of the photo taken during my work time and the all the 4 color thing is i do want i going to give to my 4 best friends. they havve to choose which one they want hahahahahah......

Eng Wee doing his first rose


Finish Artwork by Eng Wee so NICE!!!


Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao choose one and i will bring for your


CHOOSE one only


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Bored thinking through the time with my best friends

Aiya today very tried and bored, dont know what to do feel like going out but no one to go out with (is i never find people hahahahhaha..... so cant blame other people) but i enjoy sleeping but i miss going out with jonathan, elaine, jackson and yuhao. and when i was thinking throught the time with them i really happy that i have a group of best friends with me and to encourage me and also be with me. after building fund let go and have dinner together and before i go army and will really miss all of my best friends.

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Fellowship at Airport BK

This is like the 3 week i have spend with my cell group member fellowshipping with them. but today abit different many of them went back home early and most of them have eaten their lunch, but is ok i still go fellowship with my two cell group member cinthia and sean. and here are some of the picture taken on the MRT and BK.

A...... cinthia what happen to your face???


Cinthia why are you feeling so sad :( oh i know cos only the 3 of us fellowshipping right???


Who's food is this??? can i have one also, i super broke. give me some food to eat.


Cinthia what happen to you???


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Super Broke NOW!!!!!!

Sigh...... I know blessing people is good, but you cant over bless people. Now i am super broke loh dont even have money to eat for two days. and I only get my pay next week. and i own alot of people money and i dont want to own and own my money, who ever wants to bless me plaese BLESS me (hahahahahhahaha....) and now i dont know how to return the money them by this week sia??? HOPE People today and tomorrow will bless me.

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