Angry

I really can't take it anymore....  I felt that wrong for no reason...  No place I write I just to have to write to myself...  I really....

Monday :)

What can I say about today.... is I have a good rest and do nothing just rest and eat..

This week end is going to a busy weekend because of SOT homecoming and also CHC 25th Anniversary... and pray for those kids that I visit and call they will all come... and feel the presence of God during service this week.

LETTER TO GOD

Back to Blogging Again

After so many year haven been writing blog. And I have decided to write again. At the same time also to work out my english.

Today is a tired day... morning rush to do transport, duty, service (when people feel that I not helping) and just 1 service people have so many thing to say..... then MIC class done LED... and then went to down to orchard to celebrate birthday....

And sometime I really just don't want to be there.... cause sometime the word of somebody may just cursh me.... and today I have already curshed a lot of time.... and I feel that I going back to the cycle that I don't want to remember but somebody must just said 1 word to hurt me.... and this few month I have to hurt deeply. ... and time I must don't want to the fellowship and just go home after service... becuase I don't want to be hurt deeply again.

And I don't wish and I don't want to have see feeling... and many people just speak without thinking.... and it hurt me....

Oh God please take all rhe negative though that I have.... and I stand in the positiob of yourbpromise and the word. You say in the bible "for I havr bot given you spirit of fear but given you the spirit of sound mind... and God let me put aside this though and also I give up the person that person hurt me so much in Your hands...
In Jesus name.. Amen

Best Regards
LETTER TO God

Chinese New Year 2010 Year of Tigher

Want to first wish all you reader a Happy Chinese New Year!

these few are busy for me and also in my work... but i feel is all worth it doing. and want to thank God that i can go back servicing in Children Church again in Service and also in visitation... and few month will be a very very high month because a lot of things will happen in the month of march...

today is Chinese New Year, and this year will have lesser Ang Bo because i think we are not going for visitation... due to some reason, but i enjoy the time at home or even with my friends for pre Chinese new year... hahahahaha.....

Friday 3 of us went to city area to hang out talk about things that happen during NS time and some other things under the black sky.... we talk i think for 4 hours at the same place.. and after that we went to take a walk from the place to City Hall MRT that time i think is 6plus in the morning.... hahahaha.... but i really enjoy the time with my friends and spend time with them is GOOD. hahahha....

more things upcoming in this blog.... dont miss out!

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Letter TO GOD

Use God Given Talent to be Someone GREAT

i have watch alot of video during my work time. most of the video i watch in youtube is like Britain Got Talent all the show about talent, when watching all this video i was thinking, and see thru all the video... and i like a BIG BIG Wake UP CALLED for me. and i asking myself this few question maybe you can also ask yourself these question that i going to list over there.

Question 1:
What talent that you have?

Question 2:
What are some of the things that stop you from reaching to talent?

Question 3:
Do you have the boldness to take the step to show your talent?

Question 4:
what will you do when you win a talent show like Britain got talent or any other talent show?

Question 5:
Have you ask yourself, I'm a christian what can i do using my talent?

just think thought the answer. i will answer all this question maybe tomorrow or tonight...

for now i want you to enjoy 2 video that i enjoy much... see a age of 13 and 14 have the spirit of NEVER GIVE UP





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MY Last Day in my WP Store

Huh... I pray that Monday will come fast... that i can leave the WP store and move to my new office place... :)

And PTL i can start serving in Children's church ministry again... (SO SO HAPPY)

Huh... back today blog... Today i have been sleeping the whole day till 6pm... i wake up and found that there is no food :( but never mind i eating my lunch cum dinner at my work place...

i have watching the video shown in my last blog that is TODAY!! hahahaha.... i still watch that now... i wonder i that i can be someone like him that can dance and sing... But i happy with who i am... but i have a hidden talent that i LOVE to sing to Music and think of ways to make the music sound alive with that kind of dance step (of because the dance step is not from me, i cant dance but i can plan people to plan to what i plan)

i also love to see my work see in all around the world, and be someone that God created me to be..YES and Amen.

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BACK TO BLOG!!!

COOL!!

You know what I back to BLOG once again... MISS ME and my BLOG?? :)

This whole week i have roster to do night shift... is really night shift... that start from 11pm to the next day 7am morning.... But i always find ways to do and watch during the time i in office... :D

this week i have been watching alot alot alot of YouTube video and also catch my eyes to watch this video called Britain Got Talent 2009... and i came to know that the following person i going to mention is someone that keep the NEVER GIVE UP Spirit in the Show...

and that is George Sampson... why him and not some body else... i have watch i think a few of his MTV and dance lesson... on youtube and he is truly a talented boy or i think should be a talented dancer of his age is only 16 that is the winner of the Britain Got Talent 2009.....

I feel that this year the George Sampson and his team A2AA stand for Acess 2 All Areas to come to singapore for the Singapore Biggest Dance workshop by the O School by CHEC.

Here are some of the Video enjoy yourselves

Get Up On the Dance Floor



Headz Up



Singing in the Rain



Candy Girls







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Left 65 Days TO ORD!!!!!!!

YES! YES! YES!

i left 65 days in CCOSGD Camp..... i hope i will leave the camp ASAP......
cos since i came to NS i fall sick easily and alot of things happen to me... in my physical, mentally, spiritually.... yet i walk out the room fill with darkness and GOD have given me a light to shine my way out of the room with just little small light.... and walk into another room full of light that all the darkness have to go away cos of that little light that we have that not shine for our path but also in the life of people who are in the room of the darkness slowly we will bring them one by one out of the room full with drakness.....


65 DAYS TO ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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